Assalamualaikum warahmatullahiwabarakatuh!
And good day people!
Fuhh dah lama tak update >.<
PALAM? Oh you wonder what PALAM stands for?
Ahah its just stands for Pusat Asasi Puncak Alam.
Ya Allah, I just can't believe that I'm already in the university! *okay ayat budakbudak*
Actually I'm in a bedside mode right now. Haha tak tahu nak cerita apa.
It's just that the university life was good so far.
Alhamdulillah dapat roommate and housemates yg baik belaka.
Roommate sumpah satu kepala, haha mmg tak homesick lah dah ada gang.
My appartment is on the right side. Pretty, isn't it? You're jealous, isn't it? Haha kidding ;p
Okay lah. That's all for now.
Assalamualaikum~
Friday, 8 June 2012
Friday, 25 May 2012
Temuduga MAIWP
Assalamualaikum..
Okay 23hb yg lepas aku dah pun ditemuduga.
Aaahhh lega rasa!
Haa sabar sabar. Aku tahu korang semua nak tau interview maiwp nie mcm mana pulak. Hee
This interview was done individually. And I was quite surprised cause it was conducted in Bahasa Melayu! Haha. One of my friends that have been interviewed on the previous day told me that the interviewers asked her about the name of all kind of ministers! OMG! I never memorize it all in my life!
But..... I was the lucky girl of the day! Haha. They didn't ask me about that stuff at all!
They just asked me about my family background. And several questions such as ::
1. rukun Islam yg kedua
2. kenapa nak belajar dekat Mesir
3. mengucap dua kalimah syahadah
4. apa pendapat tentang isu BERSIH
5. sumber kewangan Baitulmal
6. namakan golongan asnaf
Hah! That's all. However, rezeki itu milik Allah. All I can do now is just doa, doa and doa.
FYI, kalau dah apply scholar for maiwp nie, kene apply for KPT jugak. Sebab maiwp nie just sponsor kita. Tapi KPT yg tempat kan kita kt Mesir tu. Unfortunately, aku baru tau benda nie masa pergi interview tu. Rumit la jugak nak apply KPT Mesir nie, sebab kena sediakan passport, surat beranak and sijil SPM kena terjemah dalam Bahasa Arab. BUT. The closing date untuk apply KPT tu is on 1st June! Sebenarnya sempat je nak siapkan semua tu. Tapi bila sampai dekat aku yg pemalas nie, aku rasa mcm tak sempat je.
So I decided to just ignore about it. Macam menolak peluang pun ada kan? Frust la jugak. Tapi Mama aku pun tak bagi belajar dekat Mesir. Aku pun. Emmm ikot jela kehendak dia. Mungkin Mama pun dah tahu masa depan anak dia macam mana. Cehh tetiba! Haha. Em although I will be accepted by maiwp, I still couldn't continue my study in Mesir since I didn't apply KPT for Mesir. Ahh kalau tak faham takpe lah. Hehe.
Okay lah, that's all for now.
Assalamualaikum :))
Okay 23hb yg lepas aku dah pun ditemuduga.
Aaahhh lega rasa!
Haa sabar sabar. Aku tahu korang semua nak tau interview maiwp nie mcm mana pulak. Hee
This interview was done individually. And I was quite surprised cause it was conducted in Bahasa Melayu! Haha. One of my friends that have been interviewed on the previous day told me that the interviewers asked her about the name of all kind of ministers! OMG! I never memorize it all in my life!
But..... I was the lucky girl of the day! Haha. They didn't ask me about that stuff at all!
They just asked me about my family background. And several questions such as ::
1. rukun Islam yg kedua
2. kenapa nak belajar dekat Mesir
3. mengucap dua kalimah syahadah
4. apa pendapat tentang isu BERSIH
5. sumber kewangan Baitulmal
6. namakan golongan asnaf
Hah! That's all. However, rezeki itu milik Allah. All I can do now is just doa, doa and doa.
FYI, kalau dah apply scholar for maiwp nie, kene apply for KPT jugak. Sebab maiwp nie just sponsor kita. Tapi KPT yg tempat kan kita kt Mesir tu. Unfortunately, aku baru tau benda nie masa pergi interview tu. Rumit la jugak nak apply KPT Mesir nie, sebab kena sediakan passport, surat beranak and sijil SPM kena terjemah dalam Bahasa Arab. BUT. The closing date untuk apply KPT tu is on 1st June! Sebenarnya sempat je nak siapkan semua tu. Tapi bila sampai dekat aku yg pemalas nie, aku rasa mcm tak sempat je.
So I decided to just ignore about it. Macam menolak peluang pun ada kan? Frust la jugak. Tapi Mama aku pun tak bagi belajar dekat Mesir. Aku pun. Emmm ikot jela kehendak dia. Mungkin Mama pun dah tahu masa depan anak dia macam mana. Cehh tetiba! Haha. Em although I will be accepted by maiwp, I still couldn't continue my study in Mesir since I didn't apply KPT for Mesir. Ahh kalau tak faham takpe lah. Hehe.
Okay lah, that's all for now.
Assalamualaikum :))
Wednesday, 16 May 2012
??? blur ???
Saya sangat blur ye sekarang.
Masih samar-samar, ke manakah hala tuju aku lepas nie.
Where will I go, mommaaaaaaa!!??!!
So far this is the timeline for now.
Next week (between 22-25) --> Interview for Baitulmal Scholarship to Mesir.
1st June --> Result for MARA scholarship will come out! Me.So.Nervous.
3rd June --> Registration day for Foundation of Science in UiTM Kampus Puncak Alam.
FYI. I'm still not sure where I really really wanted to go.
Mama said she always pray that I will get the scholar from MARA.
But if really I'm not lucky to get that scholar, its okay.
Its enough to study in UiTM :))
I can't talk too much about Baitulmal Scholarship since I don't go for the interview yet.
Hehehhss.
However, for now I just keep praying to Allah.
He has planned what best for us.
Friday, 11 May 2012
Temuduga mara
Assalamualaikum and a very good day world!
Ehheemmss.
Alhamdulillah! Praise to Allah for a beautiful gift from Him. Walaupun baru mendapat tawaran temuduga, tapi dah syukur sangat. I'm applying for Applied Science course. Haa semalam la temuduga dia.
Ehheemmss.
SLIP TAWARAN TEMUDUGA | |||
![]() | Nama Nama | : | NOR SUEIE SOFEA BNTI ABDULLAH |
No. Kad Pengenalan | : | ||
Kod Program | : | LN0113 | |
Panel | : | PANEL 2 | |
Tarikh | : | 11 MEI 2012 | |
Masa | : | 4.00 PM | |
Tempat | : | KOLEJ POLY-TECH MARA BANGI | |
: | SEKSYEN 14 BANDAR BARU BANGI | ||
: | 43650 KAJANG | ||
: | SELANGOR |
Alhamdulillah! Praise to Allah for a beautiful gift from Him. Walaupun baru mendapat tawaran temuduga, tapi dah syukur sangat. I'm applying for Applied Science course. Haa semalam la temuduga dia.
FYI, the interview was held in groups.
Surprisingly, I was in the same group with Erliza!
Haha dalam bilik interview siap duduk sebelah2 lagi ;)
Okayy, actually interview dia macam nie.
Masuk2 je dia kasi duduk, duduk la.
Then terus dia bagi case study.
Case study dia kene mulakan business dengan modal RM100 000
We have to plan what kind of business that we wanna do
And conduct a meeting
Masa meeting tu kene bahagikan jawatan dekat setiap orang
Aku dapat jawatan Operation Manager. haha
Masa ktorang buat discussion interviewers dah start nilai
Fuhh sumpah cuak
Haa after discussion ktorang kene buat presentation
Present la ktorang punya jawatan tu kene buat apa
Then bila semua jawatan dah habis present,
interviewer tanya SATU soalan je
tapi bukan dekat semua orang
Macam aku, dia tanya
"If we give you biotech or other courses,
are you willing to accept it?"
That's the ONLY question!
I was quite surprise cause we don't need to introduce ourselves
HAHA.
That was my interview
Rasa nya lain panel lain study case
Group aku malu2 kucing sikit, sebab semuanya perempuan. However, we all hope for the best. May all of us will get the scholar. May Allah grant us success :)) Amin.
Friday, 4 May 2012
Maaf ;)
Assalamualaikum readers!
Hey I just wanna say sorry for mentioning some impolite words in my previous post (I HOPE ITS NOT THE LAST ONE).Some people may think that it was fine. But some may not accept it.
I'm truly very sorry. Yet thank you for reminding me. Well, we as a human being never escape from doing mistakes. InsyaAllah, I will improve my attitude from time to time :)
PEACE NO WAR! :'X
Hey I just wanna say sorry for mentioning some impolite words in my previous post (I HOPE ITS NOT THE LAST ONE).Some people may think that it was fine. But some may not accept it.
I'm truly very sorry. Yet thank you for reminding me. Well, we as a human being never escape from doing mistakes. InsyaAllah, I will improve my attitude from time to time :)
PEACE NO WAR! :'X
Tuesday, 1 May 2012
valuable experience!
Assalamualaikum and good day peeps!
Waa~ As the time passes so fast, sometimes I don't have any idea about what is happening on earth. Lol. Its May already??? Rasa macam baru last week habis SPM. Cehh tipu la tu kan :/
I feel that I'm very lucky. Alhamdulillah~
There are so many things that I have done during my so called "holiday". Well, two weeks after habis paper SPM je aku dah dapat kerja. Lol! Awal gila kan?!?
Anyway, this is my first time working experience. Mana lagi kalau bukan kerja dekat Little Penang Cafe. Haha. I guess most of you know how tired working in a restaurant.
Me. Admit. Me. Had. A. Very. Tough. Days. Working. There. HAHA. But it was such an unforgettable experience!
Waa~ As the time passes so fast, sometimes I don't have any idea about what is happening on earth. Lol. Its May already??? Rasa macam baru last week habis SPM. Cehh tipu la tu kan :/
I feel that I'm very lucky. Alhamdulillah~
There are so many things that I have done during my so called "holiday". Well, two weeks after habis paper SPM je aku dah dapat kerja. Lol! Awal gila kan?!?
Anyway, this is my first time working experience. Mana lagi kalau bukan kerja dekat Little Penang Cafe. Haha. I guess most of you know how tired working in a restaurant.
Me. Admit. Me. Had. A. Very. Tough. Days. Working. There. HAHA. But it was such an unforgettable experience!
Just imagine how busy we are when you see the crowd! Haha ;p
Anyway, thanks to Mr. Manager for giving me the chance to work here. Even I only can survive for 10 days. Muehehehehhh ;p
Pertengahan Januari aku dah tak kerja. And start to look for other vacancy. I've been unemployed for about a month. Gila lah duduk rumah je sebulan tu. Merasa la jadi penganggur. Hewhew :p
Pertengahan Februari, alhamdulillah dapat offer 2 kerja. Hameekkk! Haha. For the sake of experience, I accept both. Uniqlo. And Petrosains.
Uniqlo is a Japanese company. I'm so proud of the company and their staffs. They were trained to be punctual. They have to make sure that they must be in their workplace 10 minutes before their working hours. Including me! Hehehh. We also trained with the Japanese culture. Its fun babe!
Thank you to Mr. David for hiring me! Heheh. I'm sorry I have to quit earlier. Huhu. Yet it was such a lovely experience one and a half month working here. I'm so proud of Uniqlo! Heeeee ;p
While in Petrosains, I've been selected to be in PETTVO Department. It means I have to work with Petronas Twin Towers Visit. From here, I gotta boost my confident level since I have to deal with foreigners (majority) . I'm so proud to work in Petronas Twin Towers Visit! Well, KLCC is Malaysia's icon aite? Sape tak bangga! Hihi ;)
Whoaa! Bangga nye bangga nye bangga nye!! Hihihi :D
Ehemm. Again, thanks to Mr. Manager for hiring me. Hehe.
I'm very satisfied with what I've done during my "holiday". Kerja dah, enjoy pun dah.
Now I wanna spend most of the time with my family. And and and focus more on study after this! Yeaahhhh! Go Sofea! :'D
Monday, 30 April 2012
I hope its not the last one :((
Eh hey! Assalamualaikum!
Alamaks. Dunno how to start. Hihi. Okay. Like this. Aha. Actually. Yup. Like that. Urgh. What's this?!?
Aihh. Emm. Okay lah. Simple. Last Wednesday. Err, yup Wednesday. Me and my adorable jovial girlfriends went to Sunway Lagoon. Yeahh, Sunway Lagoon. Ape kami buat? Ehhhhh. Enjoy laahh! Hehe. Be jealous please ;p We are young. Enjoy lah selagi boleh. Hihi. Okay yang nie jangan ikot :'p
Whoaaa. Excited habis babe. Bangun kemain awal. Sampai2 je. Nak beli tiket nii.
"okay bak IC" one of my friends mintak IC untuk beli tiket. So that kita boleh dapat murah la.
Me.
Confidently.
Take out my purse.
Open it.
OH MY GOD!!!!!
Wherethe hell is my IC???!!??
D**n!
Me.
Still tak puas hati.
Korek purse korek handbag.
TAK JUMPAA!! :((((((
Me.
Dengan rasa bengang dan rela hati la jugak.
Keluarkan RM80 for the ticket.
Takpelah. Takdir. HAHA. Once I enter Sunway Lagoon, waahhh. Segala duka bertukar menjadi suka. Very enjoyable :D From Extreme Park to Water Park. From Water Park to Wildlife Park.
Alamaks. Dunno how to start. Hihi. Okay. Like this. Aha. Actually. Yup. Like that. Urgh. What's this?!?
Aihh. Emm. Okay lah. Simple. Last Wednesday. Err, yup Wednesday. Me and my adorable jovial girlfriends went to Sunway Lagoon. Yeahh, Sunway Lagoon. Ape kami buat? Ehhhhh. Enjoy laahh! Hehe. Be jealous please ;p We are young. Enjoy lah selagi boleh. Hihi. Okay yang nie jangan ikot :'p
Whoaaa. Excited habis babe. Bangun kemain awal. Sampai2 je. Nak beli tiket nii.
"okay bak IC" one of my friends mintak IC untuk beli tiket. So that kita boleh dapat murah la.
Me.
Confidently.
Take out my purse.
Open it.
OH MY GOD!!!!!
Where
Me.
Still tak puas hati.
Korek purse korek handbag.
TAK JUMPAA!! :((((((
Me.
Dengan rasa bengang dan rela hati la jugak.
Keluarkan RM80 for the ticket.
Takpelah. Takdir. HAHA. Once I enter Sunway Lagoon, waahhh. Segala duka bertukar menjadi suka. Very enjoyable :D From Extreme Park to Water Park. From Water Park to Wildlife Park.
super duper excited wooohooo!
Please don't say that this is the last time we spend time together, girlfriends :(
P/s : I wish you all the best in whatever you do, girls. Keep on achieving good results in whatever exams you sit. Do not give up easily. I know you girls are very good in making decision. May you achieve your desired aim. Kalau umur panjang, insyaAllah we will meet each other someday. In that meeting, the doctor, the lawyer, the engineer, the forensic, the architec, the business woman, the pilot, the teacher, the accountant, the chef, the police will sit together. Having dinner and sharing their stories together. Ya Allah. How strong is our friendship. Lets pray to Allah. May that moment will happen in our lives. Amin.
You rock, girls! Having you girls in my life is the greatest gift from Allah. TAKE CARE! :))
Tuesday, 24 April 2012
Enjoy myself to the fullest!
Assalamualaikum and hye peeps!
Helo today me so bosan. Nothing to do. But yet I feel sooo excited to go to Sunway Lagoon tomorrow with my adorable girlfriends. Hewhew. Tak sabar weh!
But actually that's not my main topic for today.
Since aku akan masuk universiti berapa bulan je lagi, I'm gonna enjoy myself to the fullest! To the max! Hamek kau. Hihi. Dah macam balas dendam zaman sekolah yang tak dapat nak enjoy macam nie.
Yesterday, me and two of my girlfriends were enjoyed ourselves in Sunway Pyramid. Well well, apa lagi yang terbaik dekat Sunway Pyramid tu kalau bukan ice skating! Yeah! Walaupun dah selalu pergi ice skate, but aku still enjoy. Walaupun sekali main tak sah kalau tak jatuh, but aku still enjoy. Walaupun aku kesian (dalam hati gelak terbahak bahak) tengok kawan aku terjatuh banyak kali, but aku still enjoy. Hehehehehe. Sorry girls!
Helo today me so bosan. Nothing to do. But yet I feel sooo excited to go to Sunway Lagoon tomorrow with my adorable girlfriends. Hewhew. Tak sabar weh!
But actually that's not my main topic for today.
Since aku akan masuk universiti berapa bulan je lagi, I'm gonna enjoy myself to the fullest! To the max! Hamek kau. Hihi. Dah macam balas dendam zaman sekolah yang tak dapat nak enjoy macam nie.
Yesterday, me and two of my girlfriends were enjoyed ourselves in Sunway Pyramid. Well well, apa lagi yang terbaik dekat Sunway Pyramid tu kalau bukan ice skating! Yeah! Walaupun dah selalu pergi ice skate, but aku still enjoy. Walaupun sekali main tak sah kalau tak jatuh, but aku still enjoy. Walaupun aku kesian (dalam hati gelak terbahak bahak) tengok kawan aku terjatuh banyak kali, but aku still enjoy. Hehehehehe. Sorry girls!
stoking yg paling comel yg termurah, RM5 ONLYYY!!!!
you guys can get it at Daiso in Sunway Pyramid :D
me still jakun dgn stoking yg tercomel tuu ;p
me flanked by two leopard. hehehe ;p
snap them before we leave them :(
jyeeaahh! kami lah bintang! ;')
Gonna miss this moment :((
Sunday, 15 April 2012
long time no see yo!
Assalamualaikum and hye everyone! How are you doing? I hope you guys are doing good ;')
It's been so long I haven't update my blog due to my busyness. Hehehs! Poyo je. Eh tapi betul eh! Plus the internet coverage yang kekadang lembab macam siput babi pun boleh buat saya hilang mood and terus hilang idea nak update apa. Haha ;p
One thing that I really wanna share with you guys is about my kenduri kesyukuran that have been held on 8th of April in my granny's house. Alhamdulillah, the kenduri was run smoothly. Many of my relatives and friends came. Not forgotten, a few of my teachers also came. And hey! Amir pun datang lah! Hehe. I'm so glad that they made time to come to my kenduri. I couldn't describe my feelings with words on that particular day.
Benda yang buat aku rasa happy sangat2 ialah amir dapat datang and jumpa Adik. Finally weh! Since Adik lahir, Amir tak pernah la datang nak jumpa Adik. Finally he fulfilled his promises. Thanks kacak!
It's been so long I haven't update my blog due to my busyness. Hehehs! Poyo je. Eh tapi betul eh! Plus the internet coverage yang kekadang lembab macam siput babi pun boleh buat saya hilang mood and terus hilang idea nak update apa. Haha ;p
One thing that I really wanna share with you guys is about my kenduri kesyukuran that have been held on 8th of April in my granny's house. Alhamdulillah, the kenduri was run smoothly. Many of my relatives and friends came. Not forgotten, a few of my teachers also came. And hey! Amir pun datang lah! Hehe. I'm so glad that they made time to come to my kenduri. I couldn't describe my feelings with words on that particular day.
Benda yang buat aku rasa happy sangat2 ialah amir dapat datang and jumpa Adik. Finally weh! Since Adik lahir, Amir tak pernah la datang nak jumpa Adik. Finally he fulfilled his promises. Thanks kacak!
Hihi sweet gila gambar nie!
Again, thank you so much guys for coming to my kenduri. I hope we can gather and meet again someday. Love you so much lah! Hehe.
Some of my relatives <3
Celebrating Adik's belated birthday!
Me and Adik
I was quite tired indeed. Sampai hilang all my make-ups. Tinggal eye liner and mascara je. Hehehehh ;p
Wednesday, 21 March 2012
alhamdulillah syukur :)
Alhamdulillah Ya Allah. Syukur atas rezeki yang di kurniakan. Hari nie, 21st March. Tarikh keramat bagi aku. Alhamdulillah. Tak dapat aku nk describe kan perasaan aku nie. Betapa gembira dan terharunya. Aku berjaya mendapat straight As dalam SPM!!! Syukur sangat.
Berkat usaha dan doa semua orang. Akhirnya Allah kurniakan aku semua A dalam SPM. Akhirnya aku dapat bagi mama aku semua A. Sebab before nie, UPSR aku 4A1B, PMR 7A1B. Selalu je tercicir. Tapi kali nie, Allah makbulkan doa aku. Alhamdulillah.
Terima kasih banyak2 kepada kaum keluarga, guru2, saudara mara dan rakan2. Tak lupa juga buat boypren. Thanks for your doa and support. Tak tau nak balas jasa korang macam mana.
Akhirnya.. Aku mampu membuat mama menangis kegembiraan bila keputusan SPM aku diumumkan. Mama join naik pentas sekali tau tak! Haha. Alhamdulillah ;)
Untuk adik2 yang bakal menduduki peperiksaan SPM, teruskan usaha. Jangan mudah berputus asa. Dan jangan pernah lupa maha Pencipta. InsyaAllah, pasti boleh.
Berkat usaha dan doa semua orang. Akhirnya Allah kurniakan aku semua A dalam SPM. Akhirnya aku dapat bagi mama aku semua A. Sebab before nie, UPSR aku 4A1B, PMR 7A1B. Selalu je tercicir. Tapi kali nie, Allah makbulkan doa aku. Alhamdulillah.
Terima kasih banyak2 kepada kaum keluarga, guru2, saudara mara dan rakan2. Tak lupa juga buat boypren. Thanks for your doa and support. Tak tau nak balas jasa korang macam mana.
Akhirnya.. Aku mampu membuat mama menangis kegembiraan bila keputusan SPM aku diumumkan. Mama join naik pentas sekali tau tak! Haha. Alhamdulillah ;)
Untuk adik2 yang bakal menduduki peperiksaan SPM, teruskan usaha. Jangan mudah berputus asa. Dan jangan pernah lupa maha Pencipta. InsyaAllah, pasti boleh.
Tuesday, 20 March 2012
a day before :(
As we all know that the SPM 2011 result will be announced on 21st of March.
But. . . . . . . . . . . Today is already 20th March.
Ya Allah! Sehari je lagi! Apa-apa pun, semua aku berserah kepada Yang Maha Esa. Aku redha dengan rezeki yang diberikan. Usaha telah aku lakukan yang termampu. Tawakal sudah. Dan kini aku hanya menunggu hasilnya.
Aku agak cuaks sebab of course mama and family aku letak harapan yang tinggi since aku nie the eldest sister.
Errmm. Ahhh I have no idea what else to say. Haha.
p/s: just be grateful with whatever result that may be mine :D
Sunday, 18 March 2012
I miss him :(
Assalamualaikum and hye!
Errmm. Yup/ I do miss him so much. Him. I mean.... BABA. My dad.
I don't know why do I keep thinking about him lately. Its quite awkward actually cause I've almost forget about him. I thought he never existed in my life. Ya Allah, berdosanya aku.
Ermm. Orang kata, kalau kita ingat dekat orang tu, orang tu ingat dekat kita jugak. Is it possible that he's remembering me at this moment?!? Err I don't think so! We never met for years. Its unbelievable right? But its true. What a sad life!
What makes me even sad is, I don't know what should I do when I miss him.
Should I call him? I don't even have his number :(
Should I send an email to him? I don't even have his email address :(
Should I look at his photo? I don't even have his photo! :(
Sometimes I feel that this world is so cruel and unfair. Though people who has his father's death still can visit his father's grave. But me?????? Is this what we called LIFE?!? Do you think it is fair??
Astaghfirullah.
However, I do believe in Allah. Allah maha adil dan Allah hanya akan menguji umatNya mengikut kemampuan umatNya. Even I couldn't call him, email him or look at his photo, but all I can do is.. DOA. I will always pray that Allah will fogive all his mistakes and open his heart to be more responsible. I do hope that I can meet Baba someday. I will wait for that moment. I wanna hug and kiss him! I miss him. Allah maha mengetahui apa yang aku rasa. Wajah Baba sentiasa terbayang dalam ingatan :( I never tell Mama about this. I am glad and grateful to have Mama in my life. I don't know what makes her so strong to face all this kind of situation.
FYI, muka Ayu saling tak tumpah macam Baba!
Errmm. Yup/ I do miss him so much. Him. I mean.... BABA. My dad.
I don't know why do I keep thinking about him lately. Its quite awkward actually cause I've almost forget about him. I thought he never existed in my life. Ya Allah, berdosanya aku.
Ermm. Orang kata, kalau kita ingat dekat orang tu, orang tu ingat dekat kita jugak. Is it possible that he's remembering me at this moment?!? Err I don't think so! We never met for years. Its unbelievable right? But its true. What a sad life!
What makes me even sad is, I don't know what should I do when I miss him.
Should I call him?
Should I send an email to him?
Should I look at his photo?
Sometimes I feel that this world is so cruel and unfair. Though people who has his father's death still can visit his father's grave. But me?????? Is this what we called LIFE?!? Do you think it is fair??
Astaghfirullah.
However, I do believe in Allah. Allah maha adil dan Allah hanya akan menguji umatNya mengikut kemampuan umatNya. Even I couldn't call him, email him or look at his photo, but all I can do is.. DOA. I will always pray that Allah will fogive all his mistakes and open his heart to be more responsible. I do hope that I can meet Baba someday. I will wait for that moment. I wanna hug and kiss him! I miss him. Allah maha mengetahui apa yang aku rasa. Wajah Baba sentiasa terbayang dalam ingatan :( I never tell Mama about this. I am glad and grateful to have Mama in my life. I don't know what makes her so strong to face all this kind of situation.
FYI, muka Ayu saling tak tumpah macam Baba!
Ini lah yang dinamakan takdir. Sudah tertulis takdir aku sebegini dan aku harus menerimanya.
Semoga satu hari nanti akan terubat rindu yang dah lama aku pendam.
p/s; aku yakin dia tak pernah melupakan aku dalam doanya :D
Tuesday, 13 March 2012
#forYOU
Hey. Don't read this post, please. I only dedicated this post to him :(
Dude. I was counting days by days. But I'm not sure hari nie hari yang ke berapa kita tak jumpa. What I am really sure, more than a month we haven't meet each other. It is too bad I think. I know you're living with your family there. But it is not the main reason I guess. Eemm. It's not that I don't understand you, of course I do dear. Yeah, you know that we had a really bad misunderstand recently. I know you've tried your best by calling me and explain every single thing. But I just need you to be in front of me, talk about it and solve it. Because that's the only thing that can calm myself. Seriously.
I'm not asking you to come and see me that often. But AT LEAST once a month since I know you're very busy with your work. It is fine.
I think I'm very lucky to have some jobs to do so that I will not disturb you every month, day, hour, minute, second, etc. And I know that by getting myself busy is the best way to solve everything, isn't it?
Next week I will get my SPM's result. Either I will get the best result, or even the worse result, I want you to be there. I've applied leave from my boss on 31st. Its Saturday. I really hope that you can come.
PLEASE note this, dude. I just love and miss you so much :D
Dude. I was counting days by days. But I'm not sure hari nie hari yang ke berapa kita tak jumpa. What I am really sure, more than a month we haven't meet each other. It is too bad I think. I know you're living with your family there. But it is not the main reason I guess. Eemm. It's not that I don't understand you, of course I do dear. Yeah, you know that we had a really bad misunderstand recently. I know you've tried your best by calling me and explain every single thing. But I just need you to be in front of me, talk about it and solve it. Because that's the only thing that can calm myself. Seriously.
I'm not asking you to come and see me that often. But AT LEAST once a month since I know you're very busy with your work. It is fine.
I think I'm very lucky to have some jobs to do so that I will not disturb you every month, day, hour, minute, second, etc. And I know that by getting myself busy is the best way to solve everything, isn't it?
Next week I will get my SPM's result. Either I will get the best result, or even the worse result, I want you to be there. I've applied leave from my boss on 31st. Its Saturday. I really hope that you can come.
PLEASE note this, dude. I just love and miss you so much :D
Friday, 9 March 2012
I'm still ALIVE!
HAHA. After for so looooonnngggg I haven't updated my blog. So yeah, finally! Heee. I got so many things to share actually. But macam dah nak basi je benda yang aku nak cerita tuu. Hihi ;p
Okay la, I just wanna share with you guys about the Volunteer Orientation Programme (VOP) that I've attended last month at Petrosains. The programme was damn AWESOME!
At the end of the programme, we were devided according to our department. And guess what, I've been selected to PETTVO department. PETTVO stands for Petronas Twin Tower Volunteer or known as Sky Bridge. Haha. I was very excited cause I've been selected to the department that I want to!
Isn't that cool? Hehe ;p
Okay la, I just wanna share with you guys about the Volunteer Orientation Programme (VOP) that I've attended last month at Petrosains. The programme was damn AWESOME!
At the end of the programme, we were devided according to our department. And guess what, I've been selected to PETTVO department. PETTVO stands for Petronas Twin Tower Volunteer or known as Sky Bridge. Haha. I was very excited cause I've been selected to the department that I want to!
Isn't that cool? Hehe ;p
*with some of my colleagues at PETTVO*
ILOVEMYLIFE!!
Tuesday, 14 February 2012
ALHAMDULLILAH ;)
I am so grateful to Allah. He has been made all things easier. Segala urusan kerja aku berjalan dengan lancar so far. Aku harap kali nie aku dapat bertahan lama.
I know Allah will always be there for me.
Thank you, Allah :)
Readers, your doa are much needed.
Peace! :D
I know Allah will always be there for me.
Thank you, Allah :)
Readers, your doa are much needed.
Peace! :D
Sunday, 12 February 2012
WALK IN INTERVIEW!
Like seriously I'm going for interview?! Yeahhh, I did. This is the first time nk apply kerja kena pergi interview. Maklumlah, masa kerja Little Penang mane ada kena interview.
Actually dah lame isi borang Uniqlo. But I didn't expect that they will call back or whatever. Finally, on February 8th, they called me. They asked me to come for interview on 9th. But I decided not to go for Uniqlo's since I got a call from Petrosains on the same day.
On 9th, I told my friends that I got a call from Uniqlo. Semua paksa aku pergi since the payment from Uniqlo is much much much higher than other boutique. Without preparing anything, petang tu jugak aku pergi interview dengan muka tak malu bertemankan dua orang girlfriends aku nie ;
They (Uniqlo) asked me to come for interview at 4.30pm. Sharp 4.30 aku sampai Uniqlo tu, but still dia cakap aku lambat! What!!?? Like !@#$%! Masa aku sampai, dah ada 2 orang chinese guys. I was the only girl and the only Muslim in the room. *sigh* Ohmannn! I was very nervous from the beginning till the end of interview session. Macam patung pun ada gak aku dalam bilik tu. Em the FIRST INTERVIEW was sucks!
On the next day, I was surprised when Uniqlo called me back. Omaigooooddd! Do I get the job??!!
Aaahh finally they said that i got the job. Hahaha *evil laugh*
Alhamdulillah ;)
*11th Feb*
SECOND TIME INTERVIEW aku dengan Petrosains. Dari malam sebelum interview rama-rama dah terbang dalam perut aku. Yet I feel nervous! But honestly I can say that my confident level a lil bit higher than before. I met so many cerdik and pandai people. They speak macam mat saleh wehh. Rasa kecik je aku kt situ. But then I just try my very best. The funniest and memorable part was when we need to show and convince them about our talent. Tanpa segan dan silu aku pun tunjukkan talent aku untuk menyanyi kiddy songs since hari2 aku tengok BabyTv and dah hafal lagu2 dia. Hahaha. Eh dengan gaya siap okayyyyy.
ALLHAMDULILLAH, after few hours, Petrosains called me. And and and guess what! I got the job!
Syukur sangat ;)
p/s: just be confident, tapi rendah diri kena ada jugak :)
Actually dah lame isi borang Uniqlo. But I didn't expect that they will call back or whatever. Finally, on February 8th, they called me. They asked me to come for interview on 9th. But I decided not to go for Uniqlo's since I got a call from Petrosains on the same day.
On 9th, I told my friends that I got a call from Uniqlo. Semua paksa aku pergi since the payment from Uniqlo is much much much higher than other boutique. Without preparing anything, petang tu jugak aku pergi interview dengan muka tak malu bertemankan dua orang girlfriends aku nie ;
Syifaa&Miera
They (Uniqlo) asked me to come for interview at 4.30pm. Sharp 4.30 aku sampai Uniqlo tu, but still dia cakap aku lambat! What!!?? Like !@#$%! Masa aku sampai, dah ada 2 orang chinese guys. I was the only girl and the only Muslim in the room. *sigh* Ohmannn! I was very nervous from the beginning till the end of interview session. Macam patung pun ada gak aku dalam bilik tu. Em the FIRST INTERVIEW was sucks!
On the next day, I was surprised when Uniqlo called me back. Omaigooooddd! Do I get the job??!!
Aaahh finally they said that i got the job. Hahaha *evil laugh*
Alhamdulillah ;)
*11th Feb*
SECOND TIME INTERVIEW aku dengan Petrosains. Dari malam sebelum interview rama-rama dah terbang dalam perut aku. Yet I feel nervous! But honestly I can say that my confident level a lil bit higher than before. I met so many cerdik and pandai people. They speak macam mat saleh wehh. Rasa kecik je aku kt situ. But then I just try my very best. The funniest and memorable part was when we need to show and convince them about our talent. Tanpa segan dan silu aku pun tunjukkan talent aku untuk menyanyi kiddy songs since hari2 aku tengok BabyTv and dah hafal lagu2 dia. Hahaha. Eh dengan gaya siap okayyyyy.
ALLHAMDULILLAH, after few hours, Petrosains called me. And and and guess what! I got the job!
Syukur sangat ;)
p/s: just be confident, tapi rendah diri kena ada jugak :)
This is what I did during the interview ;)
Lets try this guys!
Its fun!
And just imagine betapa tak tau malu nye aku
buat benda nie depan interviewer tu.
HAHAHA ;p
Anyway, it was such a memorable experience ;)
Credits to my group for being supportive sampai join sekali
menari Hokey Pokey.
Hehehehe :D
Tuesday, 24 January 2012
Belanja time! Heee ;p
Assalamualaikum and hello everyone! Yuhuuuuu! It's been so long I do not update my blog. FYI, I am jobless for about a month. For now I'm just staying at home and help my granny to do some house work and look after these two cuties.
Therefore I feel like I'm so lifeless and that's why I have nothing to post. hihi ;p
Okay okay, that's not the main topic actually ;)
Cerita sebenar dia cenggini sebenarnya. Ingat lagi tak last month ada cik abang nie teman aku pergi cari kerja? And aku ada post yang aku akan belanja dia dengan first gaji aku. Since aku pun dah berhenti kerja and dah pun dapat gaji, apa lagiiiii. Belanja la! Haha :D
Tunggu punya tunggu punya tunggu punya tunggu punya tunggu punya tunggu. Haha penat korang baca!
Tunggu punya tunggu cik abang nie nak balik KL, last last semalam (23rd Jan) baru la dapat jumpa.
Maklum la, orang busy la katakan~
I've decided to treat him at Pizza Hut KLCC (sorry kalau takde class hehe)
Hah! Finally!
We have ordered Super Supreme and Pepperoni Delight. Cehh, ingat lagi. Haha.
Tengok la nii. Reaksi cik abang dari lapar sampai kenyang. Hahah ;p
Haa tu je nak cerita. Hihi ;)
Thank you cause you've made my day full of joy and laughter <3
Take care <3
See you then <3
From your love one,
Sofea Abdullah :*
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